Being an author is like being in charge of your own personal insane asylum.

- Graycie Harmon

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Some Damned Tough Questions Part I

Here's a great quiz for aspiring authors I found at:
http://home.swbell.net/moonshad/author.html
An editing/formatting/self-publishing house. They are actually quite informative and not very biased. I was pleasantly surprised.

No, I'm not going to self-publish, but these are good questions to ask yourself. I've provided some very feeble answers, but feel free to take the quiz and insert your own answers.

I'm using this as a sort-of self-interview.

GENERAL QUESTIONS

1. What are your personal reasons for writing this book?

The book really wrote itself. I mean, it was my fingers doing the typing, for sure, but it was the book, or at least the characters that directed the tale. For me, it was like this alive thing (for lack of a better word) inside me that just needed to get out. Sounds like the literary equivalent of Aliens really...

2. What are you trying to accomplish by writing and publishing your book? (Be specific.)

The fulfilment of a dream, I suppose would be the answer. Even if the dream is quite recent (only in the past two years or so), it is incredibly powerful and exceptionally forceful. I don't really understand properly why I want this story to reach a broad audience. Is it for the recognition? Well, yes, I suppose. I would like to be recognised for the work I've put into it. Even still that doesn't quite cover why I have this bizarre compulsion to write and publish.

3. In what format do you see your story (novel, short story, motion picture, etc.)?

It's clearly a novel. Actually, a series of novels.

4. What is the medium for your story (book, magazine, etc.) ?

Um, is this not just a re-working of the previous question? It's a book. Well, four of them.

5. Who is the primary audience for whom your story is written?

Absolutely, unequivocally mature adults. There were scenes I wrote that turned my stomach a little. This is definitely not for children.

6. What is your premise? (What are you setting out to prove?)

I really like this question!

I really didn't have a premise when I started writing the book, it just sort of happened that as I was re-reading the text, I was struck by it's message. I really wasn't trying to push any line at all. Of course it is a Fantasy title, so there are strange races, and some magic, and monsters and so on.

Yet beneath all of there there is this one, incredibly powerful message. The message is two-fold: that the manner in which we treat others has a profound effect upon them and that we create for ourselves the very things we fear most. In other words, treat others well or you might just create of them the monster you were fighting against in the first place.

7. How strongly do you believe in the truth of your premise? (If you do not hold a strong conviction about your premise, how do you expect to write with conviction? Remember, the reading public demands integrity!)

I can relate from personal experience. There is something cyclical about cause and effect. I was bullied as a child, quite badly at times. I was accused of snobbery and other nonsense because I withdrew from contact with people as a result of the bullying, which caused more bullying, which caused greater withdrawal until I was every bit (outwardly at least) the arrogant, snobbish, horrible little bitch people had accused me of being. Only when someone dared to break through the ice they had created did they realise that underneath it all, I wasn't as evil as everyone said I was.

Unfortunately, later in life, I was also the victim of work-place bullying (by three different people, at the same place!), and it really did create a hateful, vengeful monster out of me. Luckily I was loved by my family and the few friends I had enough for me to struggle my way out of being such a small, cruel person. It wasn't easy, let me tell you.

8. How sure are you that your premise has enough substance, or is compelling enough, to sustain audience interest?

Everyone has been a child in their lives. Everyone has known, even if only briefly or vaguely, the sting of not fitting in, of not being accepted for who they are, of feeling not good enough, of feeling unloved. No one should ever feel unloved.

For some, the feeling is stronger, fresher and more hurtful than for others, but everyone knows it. Everyone has struggled with their own personal monster. Some people make it, some don't. I think that because everyone has caught a glimpse of their own monster, they will understand this character and narrative, even if only intuitively.

9. What effect will the nature of your audience have on your choice of premise or the way you'll develop the premise?

It had absolutely no effect whatsoever. The series was pretty much written before I even noticed a theme.

10. How quickly have you established the first part of the premise? Is the reader engaged quickly, or do they have to work patiently to "get into" it?

The first part of the premise? Well I suppose that would be that some monsters are not born, but are made. That was done in the first section, I think.

11. Is your premise still perfectly clear to you, even after close analysis?

My premise only became clear to me because of close analysis!

12. Can you state the premise of your work in fewer than 10 words?

I think I did: "treat others well or you might just create of them the monster you were fighting against in the first place."

No, apparently I didn't. That was twenty words.

"Treat people well." There we are!

13. Does your book say something important?

It's important to me.

14. If you doubt that you've said something important, why continue?

I am convinced that this is something that other people will find important, but I can't rightly speak for them. I did it because I just needed to get the words out on paper. The rest just kind of happened.

15. What different premise would accomplish your aim?

I don't think there could have been another premise if I tried.

16. Have you reached your destination? Has your premise been carried to its logical conclusion?

Yes, but I'm not going to spoil the end of the series here!

17. If the premise has not been proved, did you get confused or lose sight during the progression of the text? If so, how can you get back to your original premise? Or, do you need to revise the premise from the beginning?

Even if I wanted to, I couldn't change it.

18. Do you provide documentation and / or appropriate attribution for facts and / or events set forth in support of your premise?

It's Fantasy. I made up my facts. Of course, gravity still applies.

19. Have you obtained written permission to utilize all quotes and / or data obtained from other sources?

I believe that the quotes I used are covered by the Fair Use Act. If not, I'll be told as much. Though, I can't much ask Shakespeare, now, can I? Séance anyone?

20. How is your book different from other books in the same category? Amazon.com or Bowker's SUBJECT GUIDE TO BOOKS IN PRINT are good places to research this question.

It's dark. Very dark. School for wizards this is not (although I am a huge Harry Potter fan!).

21. How big (in your estimation) is the market for this book?

Fantasy, from my understanding, is on the up right now. It's chic to be geek. With things as upsetting as they are now in the world, I think the need to escape into other worlds has become much greater. But, I am a geek, so that might be just my friends and I.

22. What do you believe are the best ways to reach that market?

Good question. A marketer I am not. I've started a couple of things on my own to drum up some grass-roots stuff (my blog, a facebook fan page and profile, several networking sites etc.). I suppose Comic Con would be a great place to go to reach all those Fantasy and Science Fiction buffs that exist in the world... But I'll only go there if I am published.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Musing About Music

This discussion came up on Goodreads.com, and I thought I would share it with the rest of you. Well, those of you who are not following that particular thread.

The question posed was: "What inspires you?"

For myself, music was and is hugely important in informing my writing. There is just something about music that touches me deeply, changes my mood and transports me into another time and place. There are very few kinds of music I dislike. I listen to everything from Enya to Evanescence, Mozart to Metallica. There are a few songs, however, that were especially informative.

The single most influential song for my main character was:

Street Spirit - Radiohead.

Every time I hear this song, I cry. There is something so powerfully melancholy, so forlorn, detached and lost about this song. It never ceases to move me.

Other songs that move me are:

Solace - Vanessa Mae
Red Right Hand - Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds
Now We Are Free - Hanz Zimmer, sung by Lisa Gerrard
Pachamama - Mike Oldfield
Zombie - The Cranberries
Dolphins Cry - Live
Lightning Crashes - Live
Unforgiven II - Metallica
Memory of Trees - Enya
Come Here Boy - Imogen Heap
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
Human Beings - Seal
Youth of the Nation - P. O. D.
Breathe - Prodigy

The entire album Fallen by Evanescence moves me and pretty much anything by Linkin Park is also profoundly powerful. I'm currently addicted to their Minutes to Midnight album.

Enya is also someone I listen to religiously.

I was also introduced quite recently by a friend of mine (thanks K.C.) to a group called 12 Girls Band. They are a group of 13 performers (only twelve of which appear on stage) who play classical Chinese instruments, but adapt modern songs. Let me tell you, they sound spectacular! He also introduced me to the awe-inspiring violinist Vanessa Mae, and while I don't like it all, some of her compositions are amazing (hence her appearing in the above list).

I introduced that same friend to Bond, a quartet of musicians who take classical compositions and mix them with electric, techno and world beats and they also are amazing.

Long story short, I never write without music. All kinds of music feed into my imagination and take me to places I never thought existed. I would like to take this opportunity to thank all musicians for their contribution to my imagination, and my sanity. You all (quite literally) rock!

Now, here's something for you all to discuss. What inspires you (in whatever it is you strive for)?

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

The Next Step

Well then. This will be a particularly slow period, to be sure. I must sit and wait, and wait, and wait, and wait.

So I have submitted my first proposal and I've decided to hear back from them first before I submit any other proposals. Very good. Now what?

Well, I keep on keeping on, of course. I'm not just going to sit here idly while I wait, no sir! I have thousands upon thousands of snippets of stories barrelling through my head like a freight-train without breaks. These have to be written down.

I greatly suspect that I am not the kind of writer that needs to, or even can plan a story out very carefully beforehand. I've tried doing that, and it seemed my imagination didn't much care for my carefully laid plans and any attempt I made to keep to them resulted in long, agonising periods of stagnation - my imagination going on strike in protest.

When I finally abandoned my plans, what actually transpired was the slow conglomeration of story snippets around my characters that were then placed in chronological order. To put an image to the idea, it was much like watching mercury pull itself together after a thermometer had been smashed. All the little droplets coalesced into one great big one, and that is exactly what happened with my Great Man series.

The same sort of pattern seems to be happening with these other clips. Some are simply ideas that need to be written down and either kept and developed or placed on the back-burner.

In any case, I will not be idle while I wait. There is more story in me and I intend to let it out!

As for my blog, with very little in the way of real news for the next two to six months, I'll likely post nonsense not related to my book or writing, though I'll endeavour to find articles that do relate and are helpful.

Monday, August 31, 2009

The List Grows Thin

Well, all the research I need to do on North American publishers is now complete (for now) and there were a couple more publishing houses struck off the list, leaving me with 27 possibilities, some more likely than others.

They were ordered in terms of personal preference. It took quite a while to research the companies and decide which I liked better than others and, in effect, rank them.

As I was reviewing the list, it occurred to me that there are very few North American publishing houses that I have any particular preference for, aside from Tor and they already have my proposal. That might be me being snobbish! Ranking them, for this reason, was incredibly difficult.

Perhaps I'll have more luck when I purchase the Writers and Artists version from the U.K. Perhaps not.

We shall see.

Friday, August 28, 2009

Holy Google, Batman!

Wow, this is pretty neat. I googled myself (S. M. Carrière) just for fun and of the seven first listings, I appeared four times. It was actually me, not just someone who shared my name.

I was in positions 1, 3, 4, and 7.

I'm impressed! Well, I'm impressed enough to blog about it. It doesn't take much, obviously.

Well, back to researching.

P.S. I've also now joined MySpace. Hello MySpace community!